Why are you so imperfect?
You, men…
Why can’t you be different?
Why can’t you just say the things we want to hear in the right way at the right time?

Once I’ve heard that we women don’t know what we want
It’s somewhat true
But it’s also true some things said in the right moment would avoid problems…
Saying a response to an “I love you” sentence at the correct occasion
Maybe just saying where you are going and when

Things are spoiled, situations get rotten…
Am I so difficult to deal with?

…………

Why can’t I change things?
Why do we hide what we think or feel?
Why can’t I sometimes say things like an “I love you” or “I’m sorry”?
I just can’t foresee problems or take a chance
Like an oyster in its shell I stay still
I am a fucking coward!

People say that behind each man there is a great woman
Behind me there are great men
Not because I’m a polygamist, I’m definitely not!
But I cant’ be apart from you…
Some are friends, but one chose to be a boyfriend AND a friend…
Why can’t I live without YOU?

I just don’t know
My gun is loaded and ready to shot
The aim is right there at the horizon
The aim are the days to come…
About the future…
Who knows the future?

(Weird and Unthinkable Mind Conceptions –
24-04-2009. Mental Publishing)